life.

2005-11-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

very random but,

radiohead's version of high and dry is better than something corporate's.

^^

2005-11-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

new layout yay. :D sophia bush is hothothot. uh huh. you can poke your eye out if you disagree.

cos i'm high, so high
like ben franklin's kite

2005-11-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics

was watching debbie travis this morn. one of the girls felt the design kinda sucked. lol. and debbie thought they were tasteless. i'd say debbie's the genius tho'. i mean like, she can come to my house any day. not that we'd need it any time now. mom and dad's really really really excited about the renovations - or the aftermath of it actually. whatever. i guess it's gonna be cool really. i mean like

MY ROOM'S GONNA BE GREEEEEEEEENNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D finally.

who needs a fish pond in the balcony?!?! they have those EVERYWHERE - in school, my mom's office, wherever. i do not understand what is so delightful about the company of fishes. you can't even cuddle them. excuse me, but gross. o.o;

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA WATCH GARDEN STATE. ZACH BRAFF! temporary overhigh.

2005-11-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

okay so i lied. this is not really a blog. just a pig for testing out layouts. [guinea pig, that is.] since lj's a bitch for making layouts. don't ask me what's the big point. there is none.

still hovering between n00bish-amatuer for this whole graphics designing thing. it's almost pathetic. d'arvit.

2005-11-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

ridwan's da man. :D he's agreed to teach me bass. lolololol. now's only the time and money to get the guitar issue.

some things are just a total waste of paper and tape. morons. you think THEY"LL enjoy that? lmfao. hell, no. how deluded.

2005-11-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Scene, I Wish I Was Deaf // Nightmare Of You

You were one step behind in that dismal school of mine
Needle and percocet instead of books on students desks
We were so charming, but the future was alarming
And now don't you go look so proud
Yes, guess who's laughing now?

And we've learned that life is one big game
Where the winners are all getting paid
So stop dragging your feet behind
You can't live with the folks all your life
So on those days home in your car
We jerked the steering wheel to the median
Joking that we'd end our lives
But we weren't joking all the time

"Start a band or throw a brick"
You lazy hipsters make me sick
Don't clap your hands; don't start to dance
Don't let them know that you're a fan

You may be living in Manhattan
But where are you really from? (Have you forgotten?)
Kid, you may be playing your music loud
But it's drowned out by your mouth

2005-11-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

ICE SKATING! the bunch of us went till 6 plus. lol. kinda cool, literally. sorta caught the hang of it, but not yet. landed on my ass 10 times, that's how bad i sucked at it. :D let's just say gravity doesn't like me on ice skates. :/

we kept landing on each other. LOL. lotsa arm flinging. whoops.

2005-11-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

check out def leppard[spelling?]'s two step behind; it's so michael learns to rockish. :D but awesome anyway. <3. miz introed.

anwyaaaaaay.

Peace gig
-----------------------------------
Venue: Singapore American School

date: 19th november

Time: starts around 6, unsure of the time

Band line up:
Rafe
Breakfast Club
Six on the Beach
Summer's Over
Elemental
Once Upon a Time
Saw Loser
Set for Glory
Ronin

BECKY SAYS SHE"LL GO! ahhaha. love you babe! hopefully we don't end up pigging out at ethel's or something instead. have never heard of any of the band's sounds, but no harm checking it out. w00t!

got super pissed at the preparation for the chinese carnival thing. like ugh, shouldn't these stuff be voluntary? geez. i understand the for-our-growing-up-sake rationale and blah blah blah, but eww. no thank you. i believe there are other ways like voluntaring to do what we like. not forced to. IMO.

the days go by
they go by oh so slow

NOY ROX! :D

2005-11-04T10:58:00.000+08:00

CORINNE IS GOING TO THIS THIS THIS CONCERT.
and they have anberlin.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she's in new zealand.
so :D:D:D
TAKE PICTURES!

we never have these kinda stuff around here.
(as in gigs featuring the relatively unknown bands from overseas. pennywise, anyone? no? something corporate? nada. )

was talking to miz about differences and stuff in australia vs singapore. australia sounds nice. i still remember something about migrating some time back, like how much of an ingrate or something when you migrate when your country's in bad or something. "stayers/quitters" issue. that debate. i wasn't really into it then. nation propaganda, it's not right to leave. @_@ right. just a brief take on this but, imo, it's not fair to label people who want to migrate 'quitters'. then again, i'm not sure how exactly they argued. so *shrugs*.

the ramones! the KKK took my baby away!

2005-11-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

Mood rings // relient k

we all know the girls that i am talking about
well they are time bombs and they are ticking
and the only question's when they'll blow up
and they'll blow up; we know that without a doubt
cause they're those girls, yeah you know those girls that let their emotions get the
best of them

and i've contrived some sort of a plan to help my fellow man
let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings
so we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off
cause we'll know just what they're thinking
cause what they're thinking...

she's so pretty but she but doesn't always act that way
her mood's out swinging on the swing set almost every day
she said to me that she's so happy it's depressing
and all i said was "someone get that girl a mood ring"

if it's drama you want then look no further
they're like the real world meets boy meets world meets days of our lives
and it just kills me how they get away with murder
they'll anger you then bat their eyes; those pretty eyes that watch you sympathize

and i've contrived some sort of a plan to help my fellow man
let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings
so we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off
cause we'll know just what they're thinking
cause what they're thinking...

she's so pretty but she but doesn't always act that way
her mood's out swinging on the swing set almost every day
she said to me that she's so stressed out that it's soothing
and all i said was "someone get that girl a mood ring"

cause when it's black (it) means watch your back because you're probably
the last person in the world right now she wants to see
and when it's blue it means that you should call her up immediately
and ask her out because she'll most likely agree
and when it's green it simply means that she is really stressed
and when it's clear it means she's completely emotionless (and that's all right i
must confess)

we all know the girls that i am talking about
she liked you wednesday but now it's friday and she has to wash her hair
and it just figures that we'll never figure them out
first she's jekyll and then she's hyde....at least she makes a lovely pair

mood ring oh mood ring
oh tell me will you bring
the key to unlock this mystery
of girls and their emotions
play it back in slow motion
so i may understand the complex infrastructure known as the female mind

heh...that's terrible

2005-11-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday feelings // the used

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
The worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sunspots or raindrops...

Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time.
but today ive wasted away for today is on my mind...

Left the only worries I had in my hands,
Away from the light in my eyes..
Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel....

'Cause Feelings mean nothing now

Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind

I can't care to worry
Im feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind

Where feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I’ve wasted away, for today is on my mind
For today is on my mind
Yeah today is on my mind

Now I can't care to worry
I’m feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart...

2005-11-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

Ruthless // Something corporate

This is the only lonely picture
Waiting on my floor
Littering my shore
This is the last true burning letter
Given to a girl
Written by a boy
Living in a world created to destroy

But if I built you a city, would you let me?
Would you tear it down?

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me

And this is your ghost that kneels before me
Razors on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
It wont be the last time she'll ignore me
The thinning of my skin, without the strength to go
The winter's setting in, to cover you in snow

But if I built you a city, would you let me?
Would you tear it down?

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me
Forget me
Forget me, yeah

And Il'l raise towers and Climb them
Rivers and walk them
Oceans to drown in
You won't make a sound in

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me

2005-11-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yule shoot your eye out // fall out boy

These are your good years
don't take my advice
you never wanted the nice boys anyway
and I'm of good cheer
cause I've been checking my list
the gifts you're receiving from me
will be

one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

don't come home for Christmas

you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less

happy new years baby
you owe me
the best gift I will ever ask for
don't call me up, when the snow comes down
its the only thing I want this year

one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less

-

2005-11-02T08:40:00.000+08:00

mm. feverish. skipped the sc meeting. but i probably have to go down again cos the chiense-csi diskette's with me. we're in deep shit because we still have no clue what to do.

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museum of twits.
What's a Twit?
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Fuck Tong Hua
How to decorate your friendster profile
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no, i didn't write those, duh. (:

mariah found the site, thxalotbaby! :D

2005-11-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

The Saddest Song // The Ataris

Only two more days
Until your birthday
Yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five
I know what its like
Growing up without
Your father in your life.

So i pretend
I'm doing all i can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart
To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life.

I remember waiting for you to come.
I remember waiting for you to call.
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all.
I remember waiting for you to come.
Remember waiting for you to call.
Waiting there to find nothing at all.

Maybe someday
You'll really get to know me
Not just from letters read to you
I pray i get the chance
To make it up to you
We've got a lot of catching up to do.

Forgive me.
I'm so sorry.
I will make it up to you.

2005-11-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

yeaa. a public blog ever since like, the big school blogging issue hoohah months ago. whatever. people should cut some slack. lj wasn't as private as it was supposed to. mmm.

this is a censored blog! kinda. or just some place to store the links and/or song lyrics. ^^; tyvm.

pah. anyway. april and i are behaving like complete bimbos over the coach in bend it like beckham. lyke oMfGzZZ sHoOooO keWtz KAwA11 nEhz!!!!!!!!!![we do not talk like that, duh. just an example.] exclamations aside, he's kinda hot. AHAHA. it's our right to be teenyboppers now, so shut up. :D [i mean puhlease, you don't want to see my mom being a bopper. so gross.] it's just a phase, it'll pass.

ahahaha. apparently hanley's trisexual, whatever that is. ^^; ask huiyu.